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She is lying on the bed not responding yet breathing heavily.
Praying for you.

I know that all living things/humans/animals will come to an end someday.
Not spending much time with you make it worse for me to accept the reality.

Be well kid.

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Funny how people trying to read others just by words.
krrrr...
Tired seeing them moving here and there shifting stories to one another.
Yet me another "Casper"
Sitting and waiting and roaming quitely.
By the way I never complain, I just tell you to inform you not by others mouth but by my own.

152:random
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pfft... I'm screaming and dancing my heads off with dance songs. haaa...
currently, listening to britney spears(all time favourite since primary school!), beyonce(ok ah r&B) and Kylie Minogue!!
Yes ...
KYLIE MINOGUE!!!
me hearing to her songs again!
other than that,
I'm so happy for SS501 comeback.. and watching them on variety shows!
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151: Sing me praises
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So an article that you read on the internet or papers, might haunt your life quicker. I guess it goes to me.
Ever since I started working, I read and trying to learn the vibes about work-life. For once an article about "When a co-worker goes from friends to foe" really scares the shit out of me.
Plus my already "PMS" state at work. No,none disturbed me but then it happens you those ones in a blue moon kind of mood. And going back home is a tragically boring train ride.
But all in all, I saw/met with MR SEXYBACK again!
Yeah!

On the other note, I need to take at least ONE DAY LEAVE to complete the annual leave or clear all FIVE DAYS LEAVE!
I wanted to but not sure when...??!

For people asking how I am,
I'm feeling bone-y as in bones and skins left on me besides my hair,nails and cheek-fats! oh and butt-fats!

I need a ride along the island!
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Being 21 years old had finally hit me now
People expecting me to be adult, acting like one..
But how eh?

Presents were given lots of them...
Thank you.

"Why did i feel scared just by viewing picture?"

149: T-to-D
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Time to be out of touch!
Seeing the-self trying to catch-up is like being dumped aside by people.
I think I should be like them.
Lie and lie and just be a liar.
People loves liars these days.
The trend of it..
Bluffing is a sin,more difficult to be forgiven and much bigger sin than a lie.
Who the hell are you people to judge others?

*PS: I'm not a quite and low-life and weak,
I good in cursing
thus, YOU reading this be careful of your actions.
 


148: Almost 3 months
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My 3 months work probation almost coming to an end. I probably didn't think about the period length while at work. Cause I'm too afraid to let "lose" of myself while at work. I'm hardly communicating unless people starts talking to me. Now where does this lead me to?
I freaking lose my dream and i lose my plans for the future.
I've got 3 weeks more to go till I know if I'm able to continue...
Need to calm myself down!
What's the big issue of me being so quite?
When working I'm all alone in the prep room! How to make noise? I'm not mad!
Enlighten me up!
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147: Leg
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Gosh I have such leg measurement!
38cm-29.5cm-19cm!
Just randomly thought of measuring it.
keke...

 

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146: Need I ask?
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I'm terribly feeling oh-so-damn-bored..
I want to go out to have fun!
But no one wants to hang-out with me?
Oh so bored!...
Never realised that I'm acting child-like though
caused I'm just ME!
 
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145: From H to L
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It started off with sparks of hate-ness
Begins with wild-accusation she thoughts.
But now it all ends I think
Cause when I am busy I think of her
How is she at home alone?
Is she doing well?
I so wanted to give her a call
But my phone was out of reach.
My hands were full with work stuffs.
I never said
"I miss you"
or
"I love you"
to her before.
I wish I could.
Because she is still alive now.
Staying by my side,
always hoping that I grew up from my childish behaviour.
But I know she doesnt want it to happen.
To my Emak,
If she reads this...
That's all I wanted to say to you.
And Thank you.

 
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144: Oh glasses!
[info]tulipskies
I broke glasses 
Pieces lying down on the ground
Why must it happen?
My mind went swirling around
with base-less thoughts.
I knew then,
If glasses wont break
How will those glasses manufacturer survive?

To the last bit of Ramadan,
Selamat Hari Raya!
 
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Looking down on the rack, there's a post-it notes. EMPTY nothing is written on it.
I missed studying.
I'm a fond user of post-its especially while revising late in the night till morning or even an hour left preparing for school.
Even if i missed my cell reproduction, it doesn't matter to me.
But at the very least i do worry about my sleeping time.
Now, I manage to sleep around before 12am every night.
To get a Beauty Sleep they say.

The decision Allah made for me, I got to know the reason finely.
Even if I don't get to continue my education right now, at least I get to be with my family often every single day.
Without talks doesn't matter but with them physically there is all that matters.

*****

I might be the only person who is unable to talk easily with others. But I greatly wants to be known that I'm there. I restrained myself from talking boldly. I have awkward smile that I know, All I can do is just laughing.

142: From the ground
[info]tulipskies
What's the use of meeting if people talks about something the listener knows nothing about?
Care to share from the start?
The listener always wont asked in order not to be a busybody.
But actually the listener cant be bothered but bothered to run away from them people.
 
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Alhamdulilah, I finally have a job to hang on to. Although I'm still left with 2months and a week probation. The things that change is so obvious to me. Everyday, I'll be home straight after work. Thinking before spending. Now I'm still thinking should i buy another pair of shoes or a pair of heels+insoles or another jeans/pants or another jacket?.. I want all!!

*It landed with much needs! wargh...

140: Orange!
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Spent time with my sister to make do that lot of crane origami!
Actually there's a lot more!
Massive!

On the other hand, studying AAS back.
Atomic Absorption Spectrometer!

*****

Milo story and being pretty! )

139: A song for you.
[info]tulipskies
I've always envied him from the day he debut!

*****

Here's a little something I wrote...
Psst...Get me a keyboard(piano)!

Utters that Lips )

***Copyright permission!
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"Busy Busy week.
Updates when there's fun to share"
-tulipskies...
(Stay Healthy)

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[info]tulipskies

Salehah! You tagged me!

Here it is:

1. Besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
 - temple[at the side of my forehead]

2.How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- I feel that i need a bath badly!

3.Who was the last person you took photo with?
- At shidah's bro wedding with the girls.

4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- NO!!!

5.Would you ever donate blood?
- I cant donate blood..! sadly...

6.Have you had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
- Yes..

7. Do you want someone dead?
- During anger moments only...

8.What does your last msg saya?
- Eu go?

9.What are you thinking right now?
- Should I move to KL?

10.Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- Urm..

11. What is the tyme u went to bed last night?
- Like just today at 3am.

12.Where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing now?
- at Penang

13. Is someone on your mind?
- Nope.

14.Whos was the last person who texted you?
- Niki

Tag 8 random people to do this survey:
-Shidah
-Syidah
-Qarihah
-Huda
-Lina
-Atikah
-Jean
-Farhani

16.Who is no.2 having relationship with?
- With her bf..if i'm not wrong his name is Felza right?

17.Is no.3 a male or female?
- female.

18. Is no.4 single?
- maybe nvr ask ppl privacy..

19.Say something about no.1
- My higher nitec classmate,friend,recipe-mate, a sweet girl to be with..

20. Describe no.8
- My classmate,kind person,we went thru same phase..

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